 villain_18June 22nd 1984 (Age 25) Female oLONGAPO cITY
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Jul 18, 2006
Just recently i bought my copy of Cosmopolitan's july issue, it's been collecting cosmopolitan's monthly issue since last year, basically it's because I enjoy much of the writings found in it, plus the many many things I've learn from reading one.
This month's issue, an article entitled "What kind of eater are you?" struck my attention. Lately it had been official that I'm starting to gain weight, many times I've tried to lessen my intake of carbo, especially rice, but just can't do it on a regular basis, I also started goin on a taebo exercise atleast a wk, well I've done once but was never followed up since then. It was then that also told myself, that I really enjoy eating, especially when I'm with my honey who is also a self confess eater.
The article was truely a breather, knowing that there are people like me, who doesnt care about diets. who just enjoys eating. because it says there that a natural eater is someone who pays more attention to nutrition and being healthy rather than caring how much grams of fat or carb one consumes in a day. I always felt bad when people deprive themselves of eating something., though I still believe in the fact that ne should watch over what she eats, and everything should be taken into moderation "Lahat nga daw ng sobra masama"
this doesn't mean that I'm not going to push myself to achieve the look or the body that I like or to stop goin to the gym, its just a constant reminder for me and everybody that eating is not bad and we should all enjoy it!
Posted at 08:21 pm by villain_18
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Jun 28, 2006
this is an article that i like to read..hope you get something out of it..
-BEING LONELY OR BEING ALONE-
There's a difference between being lonely and being alone. Loneliness is the result of having come out of a long-term exclusive relationship and finding yourself feeling overwhelmed by a sense of alienation. No longer able to enjoy the friendship, companionship, and the intimacy of being with someone on a regular basis, you feel like a mathematical anomoly; divided by two when alone and multiplied by three when at a social function. Nothing feels right. From the first waking moment of the day to that moment when sleep takes over, being alone in a bed is not as comfortable as it would seem to be. Aloneness is something else. There comes a time when, having passed through the in-between time of being lonely, you adjust. Some of the positive factors concerning singlehood have been realized. Life begins to pick up again. Eventually, you begin to get out again. As you get to meet other single people, natural selection begins to exert itself and dating becomes a part of your life again. As you get to know where other singles your age spend their time socializing or take advantage of some of the better Internet singles search sites, you find yourself wondering when you are going to have a weekend night off just to have some alone time to yourself. No longer lonely, you have come to terms with being alone. Of course, the idea here is that the hope of finding someone special should not be extinguished just because you now enjoy your newfound freedom and independency. On the contrary, this is a time to grow and stretch--to rediscover yourself and to perhaps even to reinvent yourself. For those who are determined to eventually find someone with whom they can share a deeply fulfilling and loving relationship again (or maybe for the first time), this in-between time can be the best time of all. While working on getting rid of your old baggage, you will now have time to really decide what you want out of life and what you can offer to another person. Having journeyed through loneliness, you have found a comfort level in being alone. You're going to be okay. In fact, you can even be happy. Perhaps you will find love again. It might find you. You are not driven to need it as you were when overwhelmed by loneliness. You're in control of yourself now and, as a result, are finally ready to truly fall in love again.
Posted at 04:28 pm by villain_18
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Jun 18, 2006
Posted at 01:52 pm by villain_18
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 >>>>>>>>> in about 4 days i'd be 22 years of age..time flies really fast and I can't imagine that I'm on my way into becoming a woman...hehehehe!!! kidding aside it's not actually about the age, this is ABOUT ME and WHAT I'VE BECOME as a person through my growing years.
>>>>>>>>> things had been really different now..in the past I always get emotional whenever my birthday comes near, I don't know why, maybe for me this is the time of the year when I can reflect about myself and my life. I have past hurts and pains that caused me to become emotional, but maybe this year would be a little different though, here would be still be a reflection I think, but this time around no more hurts and pains.
>>>>>>>> there's a lot of things to be thankful for, my work that I so dearly loved and enjoy, my family who supports me and takes good care of me even I'm so sungit a lot of times, my boyfriend, who's been with me for 7 months now, who has brought a new joy and meaning to my life eversince the day we met...He COMPLETES ME...all of this I should be thankful for, what more could I wish...
>>>>>>>> true as they say, our lives is not perfect lives, He doesn't give us perfect lives, I've learned in the past years that i have to endure certain kinds of pains and hurts, I have to cry to learn, to stand up, to rise from the fall so that one day I can be ready and be perfect for the one that He has in stored for me...
>>>>>>>> this year, i toast my birthday, to my one and only bestfriend up there, who has been with me all through out....thank you and i love you...
Posted at 01:21 pm by villain_18
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Jan 18, 2006
this is happiness to me....
HAPPINESS is waking up in the middle of the night for no reason,  shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. They breath as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulders but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this... 
Posted at 07:23 pm by villain_18
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